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| Genuine 4 leaf clover I found last summer. |
We all have seasons of our lives. Good times and bad, happy and sad. I've had more than my share. Right now, is a trying season.
At the start of the month, I was given notice that my company is downsizing and I'll be getting laid off at the end of February. It wasn't a total surprise: the company has been struggling to secure new contracts and has undergone two massive layoffs in four months.
What was a surprise was that being my boss' right hand person, he swore to me my job was secure - that I was the best hire he's ever made and he'd never let me go. Being told that I was among those cut this round did blindside me...and maybe shook my confidence and trust more than I'd care to admit. I was aggressively recruited to this company just one year ago!
Losing ones' job is never pleasant, whether it's through one's own fault or not, but I can't help but feel somewhat disenchanted and jaded since I believed (and was told) that I was doing such a flawless job. I think you can tell from my little blog that I'm a very passionate person. I live deeply, love deeply, and take people at their word - well, at least until they give me reason not to.
I know I'll end up on my feet {eventually...I hope}, but right now, I sort of feel vulnerable and a little teeny bit sorry for myself...and scared. It's not the best economy to be unemployed and looking for a job :( My husband and I have had to scramble to make provisions for our health coverage {not fun} and to go over our budget carefully to see what we can cut if I should find myself unemployed for any significant length of time. SO not cute or pleasant :(
I'll be back to blogging, but it may take me a wee bit of time to get my personal life back in better shape.
The upside in all this mess is all of the extra time I get to spend with my sweet little dude :) Really lovin' being able to wake up together, to pick him up from school, have lunch at the park, and catch up on cartoons. I love him <3
I've been doing the interview circuit {blech!} so hopefully something wonderful will come down the pike for me soon. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers, please :)
And wish me lots and lots of luck.
I certainly could use it.
